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This is Celine’s blog.
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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long


Random Thoughts

Monday, May 24, 2010

Is this my first post of 2010? Hopefully I'll blog more often, but not about silly things i hope. So much has happened, yet so little. In a whiz, almost 5 months have passed. I've done so much, yet so little. Again, I hate to look back and think that I have gained so little from junior college, from life. Every moment should be a learning point, and every moment should be a meaningful one, one in which brings value to a person's life. And yet, if you live like me, unconcious of every moment and living as you take each day, there's very little to be satisfied about.



I've been working for five months. 2 months in Starhub, 3 at Raffles Hospital. Looking back, I used to complain about the work in Starhub, I work too long hours and do the same boring thing over and over again. Well at least the renumeration was satisfactory. Then after, I left to join Raffles with big dreams in my head, thinking that I was getting closer to Dental School and that a medical attachment would prop me in the right direction. Boy was I misguided, I would have been much better off working in a dental clinic. I was denied over and over opportunities to learn more about medical things and could not enjoy all the benefits that should have come with the attachment. I was relegated to doing general administrative work like reception and cashiering instead. It has now lost its meaning, especially so after I found out that I didnt get accepted into dental school. How very realistic of me. Of course I'm grateful for the experience, for whatever minimal learning I did have.

Looking forward to my 2 months break! I hope I don't spend every waking moment watching telly!


Handwritten at.11:25 PM