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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long



Friday, December 16, 2005

It is just so weird how songs can really express how you feel, just like our instructor said.. I find it so easy to identify with music, songs, and especially the lyrics.. In particular, "End of Me" by Marion Raven..

Hey, I'm afraid
This could get ugly
And I might leave here alone.
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the End of Me
Cause this is not about Hate
It's the start of a new wave
Everything goes from now

Those are my favourite parts of the song.. It's funny how easy you can get the feel of it.. Maybe that's just the way it is..

Just like why everything is the way it is.

It just is.


Handwritten at.2:29 PM


erm...

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

I'm starting to feel a bit worried.. My letter for the edusave scholarship award hasn't arrived.. I don't know why mine is so late while all my other friends have gotten theirs a LONG time ago.. Hmms.. I know you all must think why I'm so sure I will get it... This is because I know that I am 3rd in the whole secondary 2 level in my school.. So naturally I should have this award.. Actually I am worried because of the prize money.. Who wouldn't want money right?? It is quite a sum.. Then I can give myself a treat maybe.. I wonder if there is such thing as getting it to many times so they are not giving it to me anymore.. But I have gotten it only 3 times!! That is not a lot right??

To my astonishment I found out that a fellow friend of mine Benjamin a.k.a.
Mr Erhu has already begun studying for Sec 3 since late October and has actually finished the following:

1. Covered 5 chapters of Physics
2. 4 chapters of History
3. 1 chapter of maths
4. 1 chapter Additional maths
5. 1 chapter Social studies
6. 2 chapters Geography
7. 2 chapters Chemistry

Hmm... How do you think I shall react to this?? Scream??!!! Fine, ARGH!!!!
This really makes me wonder, do you really need to study so much?? Do you know thw pressure you are putting on everyone else?? In any case, RESPECT to you Ben, for having such willpower in the midst of all the merry-making during the holidays.. I wish that maybe I would be as hard working as you.. But I think it wouldn't happen in a million years.. Haha.. Actually it might be possible... Or as they say:

Anything is possible if you just believe!! (so cliche!)

Why am I felling a little skeptical??!! Nah, I must have faith!!!

In any case, I am still not enjoying choir.. Well, I admit I like the new Christmas songs we are learning, but I still don't like to sing all the old Christmas songs.. Those typical songs you hear over and over again.. There is no FUN in it at all.. Choir is really a CCA that is never ending.. So many practices the whole year!! Why can't I enjoy the holidays?? Well, I guess it might be a joy to pass the Christmas cheer around through our caroling..

I am so pysched for the two new Christmas songs.. It is just so easy to get pumped up when we sing the songs!! The lyrics are hilarious I tell you, hilarious! I have been calling up people to tell them about the lyrics and to sing for them.. Yeah! I may be mad!!
Kudos to me!!!


Handwritten at.4:13 PM



Tuesday, December 06, 2005

I really dunno what to write about...My life is just that boring...
Well, I finished my cross stitch!!
yeah. It looks quite nice...Although I have to admit that I played cheat a little...
choir's starting soon...Next week to be exact...What am I to do?? I find it quite hard to learn the songs...Especially since we have not actually really gone through the songs...I just hope I can cope!!
My church's youth camp already started!!The people left on Sunday...Heh heh! But I didn't go...Quite a number of people didn't go from my cell...A measly two from my cell went...I hope they are having fun!! I dunno why but I just don't like camps...Haha...I really do not know what to do...
My homework is coming on fine...I hope!! I think the only problem I have is the thousand word essay!! I mean 1000 words is HUGE!! Tell me, what can i do?? I don't have any inspiration to write 1000 words!! Come on!! Be realistic!! I haven't written 1000 words in an essay before!! I don't know about the other people...But i don't like it at all...But i would have no choice but to do it right??

Sigh! What kind of holiday is it if i have to go back to school and have tons of homework to do?? I guess that's just part and parcel of education!!


Handwritten at.1:30 PM