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music



Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long



Sunday, June 25, 2006

Music Quiz!
1.take your ipod/mp3/wdv music medium of your choice and set it on shuffle.
2.read the questions outloud
3.then click SHUFFLE or the next button and the name of the song will be the answer to your question!!
4.ok the questions are below and the answers i got are below too. lets go!

How does the world see me?
song: What You Waiting For? - Haha. I have no idea what i'm waiting for.
Will I have a happy life?
song: Paradise - So i guess that's a yes since i'm in paradise?
What my friends think about me?
song: Trapped in the closet - Ok. What the..?
Do people secretly lust after me?
song: My Girl's Ex-boyfriend - Hmm..
How can I make myself happy?
song: More than useless - So i'll be happy if i'm more than useless?
What should I do with my life?
song: Fight For All The Wrong Reasons - haha. This is so funny. I need to fight for the wrong reasons. So i'm a bad bad girl. Ha!
Will I ever have children?
song: Too far gone - what has that got to do with that?
What is some good advice for me?
song: When will i see you again - anytime darling. haha.
How will i be remembered?
song: How sweet it is - Oh man, I'll be remembered as sweet. Oh my, how sweet!
What is my signature dancing song?
song: Dirty little secret - Oh ok. Haha.
What do I think my current theme song is?
song: Crying in the rain - haha. I'm not crying recently. Though i do cry. Haha.
What does everyone think my current theme song is?
song: Our lives - No connection here!!
What song will l play at my funeral?
song: Crawling back to you - haha. So i will haunt you guys? Haha.
What type of men/woman do I like?
song: Do you ever think of me - so i like guys who think of me. Of course.
What is my day going to be like?
song: These foolish things - Hmm...

so weird. makes no sense.


Handwritten at.6:06 PM


email


I have recently got quite a few interesting emails. Firstly, the bithday one. As you know, my birthday is on 13th.

Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going (quite true). Flattering and charming around are not your style (quite true). You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path (i guess). Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward. (very true, i say what i wanna say)
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person (serious?). Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex. (I hope. I do wanna get married.)

Secondly, it would be this really meaningful thing.

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6...... Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9...... Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet theperson, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.


Handwritten at.5:45 PM


drama mama

Saturday, June 24, 2006

the holidays are almost over. So sad. It is like, already saturday. So what did i do during four weeks of holidays? I did some homework. Haha. I haven't finished my homework but i dun really care now. haha. To me it is like almost impossible to finish. I gonna leave some here and there to finish at the last minute. So, i have recently watched alot of shows. haha. All this during the holidays.

1. Green forest my home
2. My sister in law is 19
3. My girl
4. Wonderful life
5. Goong (in the process)


I can't remember any more. but i 'm sure i watched more than this. Oh nevermind. Joanne called me. I have to go now. Hehe. Watching she's the man today.


Handwritten at.2:50 PM


my life?

Thursday, June 15, 2006

By the request of devi i'm gonna update my blog. Haha. Hmm. Where shall i start? Oh ya, i found out i'm gonna have to switch sections from sop 2 to alto 1. Big shit. Why? Because the teacher wants me to be sectional leader! And i have to go for vocal training!! I'm going to suffocate from stress. I have to learn new parts and stuff. But i dun learn music. So how am i going to accomplish that? I really wonder what the teacher sees in me. Why me? I'd rather have an admin position. I'll only throw my own face. Mr Jusof thinks i got pitching problems. And i so totally agree. I'm so not the best person for this job. I heard they are going to decide again on the posts. I hope i won't become Alto 1 sectional leader. They can just choose someone from alto 1 right?
Oh ya, and as you all can see, there's been quite a ruckus with the cbox. haha. but when i see it, i can't help and laugh about it. Its just funny man. haha. but i dun really bother about that girl anymore. Sometimes i can get just a tad annoyed but thats all i'm gonna feel. No more than that. I must control myself and not be angry coz of her.
I went out last sat with lyn to get presents for friends. we went to far east plaza. i always get confused with far east plaza and far east shopping centre. Haha. Far east is the more hip and cool one. Haha. We bought quite alot of things. And we kinda "quarreled" over what to buy. Maybe it is not quarrel. Debating? Haha. It was for Monday where our clique went out to swensens (how to spell?) to eat. We were celebrating rekha, ee ling and sherilyn's birthday. sherilyn didn't make it to her own celebration :( I think she was on holiday? Haha. It was damn funny. I was worried the people will chase us out coz the cake was not swensens cake. Coz in restaurants, you are not suppose to bring outside food right? Or something like that. In the end we still took out the cake. Haha. To get a nice picture of the cake, we arranged the candles so many times untill there was holes all over the cake. Haha. What a nice picture eh? Hehe. Then, we realised that lyn didn't bring a lighter. Haha. So we were contemplating asking the waitress to get us a lighter. so we were like making quite alot of noise, pushing the job to one another. but in the end the waitress came by herself with a lighter when lyn was prepared to ask. haha. So funny right? When it came to pay the bill, i was to pay first coz i brought the most money or something likr that. But the bill came up tp almost $80 and i didn't bring that much. So we pulled out our own cash instead. Then we purposely left a few dollars of tips for the nice waitress but when we came to the cashier, the person was like, "You gave extra." So i was like, "Ya, I know." and i walked out. Haha. So funny. Maybe she thought i was snobby? Aiya. Nevermind. I wasn't really using my brain. Then we went to take neoprints. Very funny. Rekha went to hang on the bar like a monkey and her face was cut off!! Haha.
I think i'm gonna watch x-men 3 tomorrow in the night with my cell group leader. Haha. I bet my friends will say,"So late?" But nevermind. I love walking at night when the breeze is so cool and nice. yea. My mother is going to australia soon, together with my sister. But she's really just a cousin, i'm not related anyway. And she's becoming a brat lately, shouting around the house, complaining about the maid's food and ordering my mother around and giving practically everyone the evil eye. That's why i choose to stay downstairs away from her. But she's totally different around friends. Sometimes i look at her and think, how can someone be like that? I really can't stand her and i don't understand why my mum doesn't mind being "ordered" around. Maybe she doesn't feel like she's being ordered but it looks that way to me. She told me that since we are the ones living with them, we must learn to be humble. But not to that brink of extent right? Sometimes I really feel my rights are snatched away in this home. Haha. Its starting to sound like a drama. But i guess living here also has benefits. I get to use to the computer and live in a nice house. Haha. Well, thats about it. Alright. Till next time.


Handwritten at.7:09 PM


Which To Bury; Us Or The Hatchet

Monday, June 05, 2006

Surprise surprise. I never expected you to come to my blog Ann. But good, you now know how i feel, so stop feeling that your parents don't love you as they love me. Coz that's rubbish. They are your parents, not mine. Whatever you wanna think, coz i don't really bother anymore. I just wanna leave you this song.


I think you know what I'm getting at

I find it so upsetting that

the memories that you select

you keep the bad but the good you just forget



and even though I'm angry I can still say

I know my heart will break the day

when you peel out and drive away

I can't believe this happened



And all this time I never thought

that all we had would be all for not



No, I don't hate you

don't want to fight you

you know I'll always love you

but right now I just don't like you

No, I don't hate you

don't want to fight you

you know I'll always love you

but right now I just don't like you

cause you took this too far



Make your decision and don't you dare think twice

go with your instincts along with some bad advice

this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all

you blame me but some of this is still your fault



I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge

I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge

I think you know what I'm getting at

you said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that



and wisdom always chooses

these black eyes and these bruises

over the heartache that they say

never completely goes away

(I just can't believe this happened

and one day we'll see this come around)



what happened to us

i heard that it's me we should blame

what happened to us

why didn't you stop me from turning out this way

and i know that I don't hate you

and i know that I don't want to fight you

and i know that I'll always love you

but right now I just don't...


Handwritten at.3:23 PM


lalalalala

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Hey hey. Yesterday both my brother and Lauren left Singapore. My bro went to Melbourne to study and Lauren went to Germany. I wanna go too!! Germany is quite cool. Lauren asked me what I wanted from Germany but I said a German sausage. haha. Isn't that what germany is famous for? Its sausage? HaHa.
Yesterday's Singapore Idol was so cool man. Actually, its kinda silly but because of jonathan its cool. Haha. Paul's kinda cool too. But i love jonathan more. Haha. He sang so well. But puh-lease. He DOES NOT in any way resemble slyvester. He is so much better is looks, voice, charisma and english. Did you know he majoring political science in NUS? Like, whoa! So smart man! haha. I like Jacinta'a comments. Bedroom eyes, bedroom voice. I totally agree man! He's HOT. So everyone, please vote for him. Haha.


Handwritten at.11:06 AM