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This is Celine’s blog.
She apologises because she doesn’t update frequently. Hees.




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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long



Sunday, November 30, 2008

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....


Handwritten at.9:41 PM


篮球火

Thursday, November 20, 2008

OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS I JUST FINISHED WATCHING 篮球火, all 16 episodes. It was so awesome, the technicality and skill of basketball was really perfected in the show. Hahah but many of it was fake, as in the actors were on wires and kinda flying around. BUT STILL, 帅呆了!Jerry Yan, Alan Luo and Wu Chun. 3 hot guys. Hahahah. Lets do something totally bimbotic and brainless. Lets rate them!

Jerry Yan:
Totally hot. Have you seen his smile, his dimples? There's a reason why he's the star ambassador for Oral B. Only his acting quite stone, but captures the persona of cool rich nonchalent kid well. Emotional scenes.... no comment. Hmmmm you get what I mean.

Alan Luo:
Hotness, maybe the least good looking, but still super cute!! But his personality and humor more than makes up for it. His acting is the best out of the 3.

Wu Chun:
Baby face, super cute. Body is the most muscular. Negative: tattoos. Acting also a bit stone.

Hahah Celine is a bit biased here, I've already liked Jerry Yan the best, ever since Meteor Garden days. Whooo go Daomingsi!


Handwritten at.9:53 PM


(:

Sunday, November 16, 2008

HELLO!
:D

Today i woke up really late, almost 11am. (Horror) I was supposed to wake up and go to church. And to give lauren and samantha the musical tickets. And to go to clara's house to give her musical tickets as well. Hahahh. Maybe those rehearsals are draining the energy outta me. Anyway, i ended up going to vivo at 3pm to meet clara and her sister to give her the musical tickets since she was there and i lived nearby. I was broke (since i paid for all my friends tickets) and became unbroke when she paid me. Hahah then she and her sis was hungry, and tagged along since i had nothing to do. Walked around, and ate, and i went to giant to buy fruits while clara's sister went to stock up her snack cabinet by buying all sorts of snacks. They are an envious pair, I don't think any amount of food will make them fat. Blah. It was good meeting clara again. Really missed her. I can talk to her about anything, and i never feel uncomfortable or anything. Happy happy. Really love and miss her a lot. Recently her smses had a lot of smileys. This is what happened.

Clara: :)
Celine: How come you have so many smiley smiley nowadays?
Clara: ):
Celine: !
Clara: ?
Celine: ...
Clara: -.-
Celine: ><
Clara: .
Celine: :D
Clara: Haha
Celine: See? Hahaha. That was quite fun actually.

This was so stupid but i was smiling like an idiot throughout. Miss the good old days.

Okay. lets talk about my previous post. Its quite maddening that my resolutions just last only THAT long, if you know what i mean. I find myself you know, going cuckoo and all excited easily. Haiz. Oh wells, we need moments like this in our lives right? Something to keep you alive you know, to experience various emotions. I feel so excited everytime you know happens. Hahah this will be something to look back and laugh maybe.

I need to buy black pants for drama. Haiz.


Handwritten at.5:54 PM


Thoughts

Friday, November 14, 2008

What a big joke. WHAT A HUGE JOKE. You aren't right for me, no. We cannot be any more different. HAHAHAHAH.

JOKE

JOKE

JOKE

Why did I only recognise and truly grasp this today?

JOKE

JOKE

JOKE

Dear Lord,
I'm sorry that I have had all these thoughts in my head, and not loving you the way I should. Please forgive my sins. I know I should love you first, and you will put everything right for me. I should not fear. Thank you Lord.
Amen.


Handwritten at.7:45 PM


Smiles


Hi there! I changed my blogskin! I LOVE LOVE LOVE this blogskin. Its so simple and clean and pretty. I feel quite proud of myself, i kinda edited the skin to add in different stuff. YAY! My last blogskin was...

just too PINK. And too lovey- dovey.


Oh wells. The more I look at this new skin, i feel so happy! (:

Okay I went to the gym today. So yes, I accomplished something today which will make me happy. 30 mins on the treadmill and 30 mins on that stepping machine. Hees.

Theatre rehearsals tomorrow, everyday for the next 2 weeks. Oh man. Oh wells I guess its expected. I hope it'll be a great show! :D


Handwritten at.5:19 PM


Determination

Thursday, November 13, 2008

EXERCISE TOMORROW IN THE GYM. STOP BEING LAZY.

(:


Handwritten at.8:30 PM


Self absorbed moment.


It amazes me how STUPID Celine is. She freaks even herself out. HAHAHAH. She thinks too much about stupid things and lingers on everything and anything but not being productive. And, she isn't getting any smarter.

DUMB DUMB why let yourself be controlled and influenced that way? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY care. So stupid right. Don't waste time on someone who isn't willing to waste time on you, isn't it?


Handwritten at.7:57 PM