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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long


Snip

Monday, January 28, 2008


Yes i cut my hair and yes its pretty short, and maybe i look like i'm wearing a helmet or whatever but i've gotta look at it this way that it'll GROW sometime later, no matter how long. So maybe i look not too nice now but whatever! I'm going to be so over it!


Handwritten at.10:21 PM


Os

Thursday, January 24, 2008

I just got back from collecting Os. Me and lauren top the school! So unexpected and happy. it was like when they announced lauren's name, she was shocked and and looked unexpected but quiet, but when it came to me, i had to SCREAM and go "LAUREN!!!" and went to hug her and friggin cried for like 10secs until i calmed down. Not really cry, more like tears welled up and my face scrunched up. The photography ppl taking photos some more, i bet i looked super ugly. haha. mr lim say i very dramatic leh. I assure you that u that i was not faking it. I'm super emotional. Now i think i regret my reaction. SO EMBARRASSING. But honestly i didn't expect ssgeog and english to get A1. I hoped, haha, but i thought i might not because i thought i didn't do well in the paper. Scary. Man, i wanna thank all the teachers who taught me and God who granted me this results. I'm sooooo happy and thankful.
Lauren is 1/4 indian so she topped her ethnic group and will be interviewed. even though she is 1/4 indian, she got A1 for chinese leh. She's so cool. I think she'll be in tomorrow's paper haha. Super excited. i think i'll go out tomorrow to celebrate. haha.
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:


Handwritten at.4:53 PM



Friday, January 18, 2008

hello.
I MISS MY OG. I'm sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad, and lonely in my class. i guess its like that in the begining, its like being strangers again. I'm in 1SA1. yea. how to say, there are many ACS I people and cresent girls and a couple of vietnam scholars and a few MG girls. in any case, i'm super sad and lonely can. like no one talks to me unless i ask someone about something. because i know NOBODY. some of them are friendly la, like there's this guy arthur, he was the only person who talked to me voluntarily. like said hi, and even bye. he's friendly to everyone. the cresent girls are also nice, they talked to me too, during contact time. other than that, nothing! which is super hard to get used to because i'm already such a noisy bird with my OG. I miss those times, especially when we did the surprise boards, thats when we really got closer. oh here's a picture of it, courtesy of michelle.














































































it was super fun. love it, love it, love it.
I have to start bonding with my class, don't know how i'm going to go about it. I still like my OG best. I hope i stay in the school, and then i can see them at O2!
Oh we are supposed to plan funarama or something. haha however u spell it. i joined food, and its like the hardest to do no? I dunno, hope i become closer to my class.


Handwritten at.9:04 PM



Tuesday, January 15, 2008

i havent blogged yet in a few days haha. well, been coming home everyday pretty late coz i go out after school(hehheh naughty). today we did this surprise thingy for our OGL which was super fun to make. so proud of myself and the rest who made it. haha. Phu is sooooo fun and hilarious. matthias is fun too, sometimes his actions a bit gay. haha.
some of the guys are serious about work and studying. i'm scared for myself. and i don't understand biology!! shooting tryouts tomorrow, maybe i'll see pikachu(a new friend)there. haha.
i got a new wallet, yay, 40 bucks for it haha.


Handwritten at.7:50 PM



Wednesday, January 09, 2008

i went for choir auitions today. dunno what made me sign up. anyway, it went bad in so many places i don't think i made it. i really wanna join shooting. seems fun. anyway, i feel like in my group, the six of us, michelle, sihui, thasneem,charmain,andeline and myself are like isolated. whether if it is we isolated ourselves or the rest don't really talk to us, i dunno. but i wish we can be more bonded. sigh.
i need to do something constructive.
ok subject registration tomorrow. i'm going to apply for PCME. yup.


Handwritten at.6:05 PM



Monday, January 07, 2008

i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight. i need to lose weight.
i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight. i want to lose weight.
i hope i can lose weight.
Brrrrr.
i'm super super dark. blame it on the orientation!! Arrgh!


Handwritten at.6:48 PM


2nd day

Thursday, January 03, 2008

i got really dirty and smelly today, ala chili sauce, starch, soap, sweat etc. but i learned that i might as well try to have fun while at it right. at least put on a smile or something. we had long talks in the morning and games and cheering and screaming again. And, the food there is SUPER EXPENSIVE.
it was the first day i bought food there coz yesterday i didn't eat in school(i ate my own food). So yes, a sandwhich there is at least 2 bucks(its a normal sandwhich with a triangle with filling and another triangle with filling and covered by another triangle) as compared to seconday school which was like 60-80cents, and a rice with 2 veggies and a meat is $2.60 compared to secondary school $1.50. And the veg i ate was like friggin cabbage. i guess i gotta get used to it yea.
oh and we finally learnt the couple dance. it seems the one before wasn't the couple dance. and yes we habd to hold hands and all. so yea.
oh yea i got sunburnt too. and i don't wanna get dark and black.


Handwritten at.8:01 PM


first day

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

hello to my dear diary and my dear friends,
today was my first day in jc. orientation. and to clarify things first, i'm not one to go shout, run, play games and get dirty/smelly and i hate(not hate, thats a strong word), okay i don't exactly enjoy most of the time camping and doing activities and being all ra-ra. i'm quite the passive person, which explains my figure. ok so lets start.
My mother drove me to school and i reached at like 6.30am plus plus. so early right? but no choice, my mum got to go to school too. so yea. i walked in, surprised to find that there are people there too. then i met this girl from st margs who smiled at me and i smiled back and we just went through the formalities. you know, hi my name is xxx, i'm from xxx. so yea. then we went to check out some other students and i went to see if there were any pl students there. there's like a handful, maybe 15, altogether? not that much. then when i was went to the hall for morning assembly i sat with rachel, lesley and michelle and mellissa, santi, yenlin and dezarae sat in the row front of us. the assembly was a bit like pl, morning devotion, announcements etc. then they introduced the important teachers like hods stuff like that. very admin and a bit boring. oh but i found it interesting that the choir was singing the national anthem and not only that, they were harmonising too! yup. then there was principals talk and discipline talk. i'm going to devote one paragraph to that.
boy was the discipline strict. i thought the dm was a bit funny the way he said the word "mature". anyway, when the principal introduced him, there was loads of cheering from the school(ok the jc2s since jc1s don't know him) so he must have been a nice guy. so yea, he was super fierce and called boys "young man" and told us he wouldn't take any excuses for anything. the funniest part was about the whole boy girl thing since it was co-ed. the rule was "to let light pass through" when you are talking to someone. Haha. then we went for break and i ate the Vietnamese baguette from raffles city(yumyum) but the rest like didn't eat. i went to find out what group i was since i didn't get any call from my OGL. i'm in clan joaqium and from grp vijaya or something. Then we had THE TALK.
the talk is a talk where the guys and girls were separated and they told us stuff which applies to the fairer sex, including bras since well, we are going to be wearing white shirts for the uniform so they told us don't wear black, colourful bras, try to wear white or beige ones. if not the guys will know, i quote from the teacher "if you wear half cup, three quarter cup or full cup." so the girls all laughed. so i was like thinking, oh no mine like a bit colourful ah. haha.
then finally came the introducing of the groups which was gone by video, absolutely funny. to cut the story short, there's this country, Acsiana where there's this stone, and there's a bad guy named mojomomo who wants this stone to make him powerful but he can't get it for some reason so he asked four clans to get it for him. namely, indus, seres, kyojin and joaquim which is for india, china, japan and SINGAPORE respectively. and of all the exotic countries i got singapore. wow. haha later they told us they they arranged it by ic number.
so yea, there was ice breakers and stuff within my group, vijaya, which was quite quiet. like we didn't like share much about ourselves. we just played wacko and some other games among ourselves to break the ice. but as the day went on, we warmed up to each other.
Hmm what else did we do? oh yes we played one game where there was polo sweets hidden in flour and your stick your head in and with a toothpick in your mouth, fish it out and pass on to other people in your group in one line. and just on that day i mentioned to dezarae, "i hope we don't have to stick our heads in flour" and it came true. how creative.
besides that we learned the mass dance. there was a couple dance and we learned half a song. so we had to pair up within our group and i was just like staring at the other boys willing one of them to ask me. and yet the fat girl syndrome was at work, i was like the last out of nine girls to get picked. but honestly when he said couple dance i was thinking like COUPLE, you know, at least you need to hold hands or something, but no, nothing like that. and, it was a fast song, i can't imagine from someone else's point of view my body shaking and jimmying to music. not a very pleasant sight maybe? haha. oh and there was loads so cheering which i just shouted along. and they taught us a few ac cheers and boy are the ac people(OGLS i mean) enthusiastic. they were like screaming like mad and like saying, its fun, trust me you'll have fun. they are madly enthusiastic. i felt like there was sand in my throat can. i cant see how come they are so like proud of their school. i'm not feeling any sense of belonging yet haha.
and imagine my shock when i found out that orientation lasts for 4 days till sat and everyday ends at 6pm except sat it ends at 10.30pm. i wanted to find a pillar and hug it and go "NOOOoooooooo....." I better lose some weight or something after all this. haha.
oh and i'm considering joining strategic games club(!) as long as they don't play chess/checkers/scrabble/reversi or something. what i wanna play is bridge and poker. i hope they don't mind that i'm not good at it. i just think its fun. Yup. this is my day. and my OGL said we'll get dirty(mud) tomorrow and wet too and he said, "really, its a lot of fun." and my female OGL said "you're going to look back on this and wonder why you didn't get dirtier." Rrrriiiggghhht. excuse me while i go bang my head against the wall. (kidding)
my legs are a bit aching.
oh yea and i was intimidated that there were many of people from famous schools like raffles, hua chong, dunman, nanyang rivervalley, stnicks and more. SCARY. i hope i can keep up.
ok byebye friends. toodles!


Handwritten at.8:49 PM