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This is Celine’s blog.
She apologises because she doesn’t update frequently. Hees.




music



Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long


singapore idol

Sunday, May 28, 2006

OMG! Jonathan Leong got in! Haha! I think i have good taste. just joking. But he was really great. He was one of the best singers. Even the judges say so. haha. I was captivated from the very first song he sang, Quando, Quando, Quando. He's so cool and a great singer. And he is also cute!! Ok, i need to go. Got choir tomorrow.


Handwritten at.9:32 PM


posting

Saturday, May 27, 2006

This is my THIRD post today but nevermind. Got this from devi.
01.Your name --celine
02. Hobbies --er. Watching tv, listening to great music
03. Gender --female.
04. School / work --PL
05. Horoscope --virgo
06. Email --not going to type it here
07. Hair colour --black
08. Eye colour. --dark brown right
09. Skin colour. --tan
10. Right or left handed --right.
11. Status --single
12. Siblings --none
13. Last 5 digit of your mobile no --not going to type here sia
14.When's your Birthday --13th sep
[ Have you.? ]
15. Tried smoking -- no.
16. Drink alcohol -- yes
17. Been hurt emotionally -- yes
18. Kept a secret from anyone -- of course. everyone has secrets
19. Been on stage -- DUH. Choir lor.
[ Favourites ]
20. Color -- black
21. Food -- codfish
22. Number -- lucky 7
23. Cartoons -- er. don't really watch them anymore.
24. Song -- A LOT. Beautiful love, you were meant for me, dance dance etc.
25. Movie -- many many la
26. Subject -- not one currently
27. Wearing -- myslef
28. Hairstyle -- long and sweaped into a pile on the top of my head with strands hanging down
29. Looking at -- the picture of him
30. Thinking of -- when i will be gone
31. Listening to -- music
[ Do you believe in..? ]
32. Love -- YES
33. Faith -- yes
34. Yourself -- most of the time
35. Ghosts -- holy ghost?
36. Angels -- i think so
[Last 24 hours have you..]
37. Worn jeans -- no
38. Cleaned your room -- no
39. cried -- no
40. met someone new - during the camp la
41. Last person I talked to on the phone - dunno
[ Love Life ]
42. Do you believe in love -- YES
43. Have a secret admirer -- Er, i wouldn't know right
44. Do you wanna get married -- yes
45. How old you wanna be when you get married -- around 20 plus
46. How old you wanna be when you have your -- my what?
47. How many kids do you want -- 2 kids. one girl one boy. Ha.
48. Would you have kids before marriage -- no. but maybe i will adopt
49. Do you have a Crush -- YES
50. What do you want most in a relationship -- Him to love me of course and take are of me
51. Pink or Black -- black
52. Kiss or hug -- kiss
53. Summer or winter -- WINTER.
54. Sunny or rainy -- rainy.
55. Chocolate or vanilla -- chocolate
56. Hanging out or chilling -- eh. Both.
57. Music or TV -- Both. Music television. MTV
58. Hamburger or Pizza -- pizza
59. Smile or Laughing -- both
60. Sleeping or eating -- both
61. McDonald's or KFC -- Macs
62. Silver or gold -- SILVER.
63. Sunset or sunrise -- sunset.
64. On phone or in person -- depends
65. Diamonds or Pearls -- diamonds
66. Adidas or Puma -- adidas
67. Band members or models -- band members
68. Local or international Artist -- dunno la
69. Sneakers or boots -- Sneakers
70. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal -- who's that
71. Dunhill or Malboro -- ?
72. clubbing or live music -- Both
73. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt -- neither
74. Angelina Jolie or Kate Hudson -- neither
75. colossal/epic or romantic comedy -- romantic comedy
76. sexy/naughty or kind/plain -- both?
77. BMW or ferarri - as long as it is nice lor
78. long haired or bald -- long haired
79. pop or rock -- both
80. beach or mountain -- beach
81. nokia or ericsson -- nokia
82. 311 or hoobastank - hoobastank
83. Asia or America -- europe. Ha. So extra. I dunno la
84. tattoo or piercing -- none
85. asking/answering -- more like both la. I have my fair share.


Handwritten at.10:46 PM




Seriously, I just don't get WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM. Do you think bitching about me can make your hatred and jealousy go away? It'll make u feel worse ok. And please, stop with all the vulgarities for goodness sake. You know u are not suppose to be that way.
Why can't you just see that we both want different things from each other? I just can't stand it when u go bitching about me. I don't know what you say seriously, but i can tell you, these are all juvenille. Why can't you see that the grass is always greener on the other end? Its like, i know how your parents are and all, even people say that you feel that you don't get enough love. But can't you see that the comparisan between me and you is just to motivate you, not to make you feel terrible and unloved. Please, don't scoff at this. I've never been so serious, I really can't take this attitude from you anymore. Your parents want your grades to improve, and mine wishes for my weight to improve. Can't you just see that you cannot just gain say 20 points in average just like that nor can i drop by 20 killos. So just stop comparing. I got my problems that you don't have and you got problems that i don't.
Please just stop this nonsense. Get this into your thick skull.
THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER FIELD.


Handwritten at.10:00 PM


Camp


TAF camp.
Sigh. What should I say about it? Other than that it reminds me constantly about me being in TAF club, nothing. Opps sorry. Its suppose to be health and fitness club. Like THAT sounds so much nicer. Actually I was glad that it was a mere 2 day one night. If it were any longer, I don't think I will be able to stand all the sweat and filth that I need to endure.
The first day was alright. Quite slack actually. We arrived at 5.30 pm and the programme began with a doctor scaring the hell out of us by telling us about heart diseases that me MOST probably will get because of our size. After that was a talk by some lady who was trying to sell some machine to lose weight. She later prepared some healthy food for us like yogurt and salad. I seriously thought that I was going to get a diarroea ( how do u spell this? ) because I drank coffee after that. but I didn't. Ha. Later we watch some show called supersize me. Yeah. Like a documentary?By the time we sleep was like what, 12am in the morning.
The second day we had to be down by 7.30am. Then, we played a little game where we had to pull our friends "tail" from their backs. so we had to go around chasing other people. Then, we had this combat and dance thing where we learnt about martial arts and dancing. but mostly it was like dancing lor. The teachers were really great. Only one of them was good looking. the other was ok only. But both of them are really BIG. As in, the shoulder and chest area. Muscular sia. And YOU. Who the heck do you think you are to laugh at me? I don't see you doing it yourself isn't it? I would have really enjoyed the dance session if it weren't for your nasty remarks. After that we had our breakfast. Ceral. Bleargh! Then we walked to NTUC from the front gate to get our ingredients for the sandwich making competition. My group came in 2nd! Yay! Although it is only 2nd, its alright! It's alrealy a job well done. Later we were suppose to play basketball and our group really wanted to win. But then, it rained. Shucks. So how? So we ended up climbing the fight of stairs that linked the canteen to the old basketball court FIFTY times. That's right, FIFTY times. One time means you climb the stairs up and then come down. So we did it 50 times. I really felt as though my knees was going to buckle any moment and give way and i really wanted to give up. but i managed to persevere on and i finished the task. Whew! After that my whole body was aching. That was the last activity before the debrief. So in the end i took a taxi home coz i was so tired. Yeah. Coz of that stupid stairs thing. I would have galdly played basketball man.
Man Oh Man.
The Stupid Things We Say.


Handwritten at.9:28 PM


Quote

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

During english today we had to research for a quote for a persuasive essay. But i found something really interesting.
Haha. So interesting right? Actually, I guess it makes a little sense.


Handwritten at.3:37 PM


Love

Monday, May 22, 2006

I've been watching a new show lately, Devil Beside You. It is really a nice show and the lead actor is so darn cute. Mike He. His smile and gaze is so mesmerising!! He is so handsome and cute at the same time. Haha. I read the book Call From Crying House within like one and a half hours. Haha. Its partly because i was falling asleep halfway. I woke up only when the book dropped on the floor. Haha. Not that it is boring. I was just really tired.
I was also wondering what would one do if one loves someone else but are about to become siblings just like the show. If i was that person i wouldn't care so much because we won't be blood related at all. Love is just something we can't stop. Just like my feelings for you, don't you get it?
The TAF camp is coming up. I HATE things like that coz i find it so fake. All the things about being for our own good. I HATE IT. Its not that i don't care about myself. I do, but don't force me to do it your way. That would be on friday. I wouldn't have to come to school on that day if it weren't the stupid camp. I would be getting my report book on that day, but i can't take it coz my mum is not going for the parents meeting. Haha. But i don't really need to see it anyway. I pretty much know how well i did.
Maths olympiad is coming up. The competition. I don't think i will do well enough to win something coz its really difficult. After that is the maths and science funtasia. I have to help out with the maths part coz the AP girls came up with the game so i have to teach my own game. Haha. I dunno la. i don't really understand it but who cares. After that i think i'm going to watch X-men 3 with lauren if there's time. I was watching the trailer and it seemed really great. Exciting. Especially the whole cure thing. Storm says that there's nothing wrong with them as mutants so there's no need to cure as they are not a disease. haha. Totally agree man.
Hmms. I think I have really typed alot today so people, stop complaining that i don't blog. Haha. Go on, read about my life.


Handwritten at.9:06 PM