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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long


Just like heaven

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Ohh..I feel just like heaven now..Well, not really.I watched the movie though.Yesterday with some people from my cell group..The movie was about this girl who was in a coma and her "ghost" wanders away from her body..She finds this guy in her apartment and totally freaks coz she doesn't know she's a ghost..So this guy tries to get rid of her using all sorts of silly ways..But in the end he ends up falling for her..Now that is really freaky..A human and a ghost..But in a sense, quite romantic i think..The guy helps her get out of her comma but..The girl doen't remember him!!Like every movie it has its happily ever after..but i really enjoyed the movie..very nice..Funny..romantic of course..haha..I really had a lot of fun..I mean, I barely have fun at home..I do cross stitches man..
Really, I just cannot find anything fun to do..
I wish i can find a sense of fulfillment and sastisfaction..


Handwritten at.9:08 AM


I love my babies..SERIOUSLY

Thursday, November 17, 2005

I love my babies. I really do. RelaX. I have not been banged and pregnant that I already have children. My babies are my hamsters. I have three of them. I had four but one died recently. I'm not going to talk about that sad thing anymore. I was just so SCARY seriously. But I love my hamsters a lot. Just the way they are, they can be so adorable. They are cute, small, fury, fluffy, soft, chubby, and very alive. It is really great to take them out and play with them. I'm not childish to be infatuated over my hamsters. I just plainly love them.
I had choir today. Finally it is the last choir practice for the month of November. I have a few weeks of break untill the next practice. I've been praticing for two upcoming performances which I'm not exactly happy to be in.
I'm very excited for the youth ministry christmas party.
"I'll be home for christmas". That's the name for it. Well, anyone want to go?? Please call me then. Haha. And i will tell you the details. Especially for non-believers.
*Ta-ta!


Handwritten at.3:46 PM




I really like this lyrics... I find them meaningful...

Whenever I Say Your Name

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
Whatever bread's in my mouth, whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Whenever your memory feeds my soul, whatever got broken becomes whole
Whenever I’m filled with doubts that we will be together

Wherever I lay me down, wherever I put my head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way I’m calling out your name

Whenever those dark clouds hide the moon
Whenever this world has gotten so strange
I know that something's gonna change
Something's gonna change

Whenever I say your name, I’m already praying
I’m already filled with a joy that I can't explain
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I’m on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name, whenever I say it loud, I’m already praying

Whenever this world has got me down, whenever I shed a tear
Whenever the TV makes me mad, whenever I’m paralyzed with fear
Whenever those dark clouds fill the sky, whenever I lose the reason why
Whenever I’m filled with doubt that we will be together

Whenever the sun refuses to shine, whenever the skies are pouring rain
Whatever I lost I thought was mine, whenever I close my eyes in pain
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way I’m calling out your name

Whenever this dark begins to fall
Whenever I’m vulnerable and small
Whenever I feel like I could die
Whenever I’m holding back the tears that I cry

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face I’m already praying
Whatever bread's in my mouth, whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I’m forced to lie awake and have to weep
Whenever I’m on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name, whenever I say it loud, I’m already praying

Whenever I say your name,
No matter how long it takes,
One day we'll be together

Whenever I say your name,
Let there be no mistake
That day will last forever

Well, it is quite nice eh? If you listen to the song it is even nicer...
I guess Lauren you would know...


Handwritten at.6:35 AM


Bleargh!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Life suddenly became so monotonous all of a sudden...
I had choir today and the instructor was present... We continued to practice our Christmas songs and well, to be honest I am getting a bit tired with repeating them again and again!!
Bad news, the Christmas thing changed its date!! One day earlier this time...
Oh man… I really do not know what to do... I have got so much time... But there is little to do... Okay, I admit!! I do have homework to do but who wants to do homework now?? I should relax awhile more right??
I think the only thing that is UP right now in my life is my cell group AGAPE and Ahem (a secret somebody)! I really love going for cell coz it can really LIFT my spirits up sometimes... I guess also partly because of the cards too!! They are all really amazing people with a huge sense of humor... Sometimes when I think of Ahem! I feel better all of a sudden... Cliche huh... Well, it is really true...
My life is almost so boring that I do not even know what I shall write about...My friend told me "Happy rotting at home!" Now I know how appropriate it is... Wha- ha... What shall I do then??
There is nothing fun to do now.


Handwritten at.8:18 AM


wha-ha-ha-ha-ha

Friday, November 11, 2005

Whoo-hoo!!!
I have changed my blog layout!!All by myself I must say.
That is a really good thing since well..Those people who know me should know

I'm not very IT savvy..
It doesn't really matter la..So does it look nice or not??
Sorry if I haven't blogged in ages..Evangelistic event coming up..I'm so excited!!
Church event..I know that alot of people want to come my house..Now is the chance!!So call me if you want to come because it is at my home!!!
I'm really bored this holidays!!I got into my "dream" class..Triple science next year..Though I'm scared of all the fellow smart people..
And YOU.Who are you to judge me?Do you think you are better?I'm so sick alright?So just BACK OFF.
Anyway..I'm really bored..Ee Ling if you are reading please help me out and CALL ME..So I can talk the time away..I think better not..You are also busy right. You have a camp next week anyway..CARIAN..Don't you think we haven't really talked in ages??Strange isn't it??We have lost the "fire" before when we first met.
When we talked till midnight and stuff..Aiyo..What to do?We have all grown up.

I have ALOT of choir practices..We are preparing for caroling..But I can't go for one of them..I'm nervous to inform the teachers..I shall inform them next week then..Haha..
Whoots.What shall I do to waste the time away???


Handwritten at.10:29 AM