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Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'till the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I
Try to make you see that you're
Everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I
Can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah
You're onto me, onto me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long


my life?

Thursday, June 15, 2006

By the request of devi i'm gonna update my blog. Haha. Hmm. Where shall i start? Oh ya, i found out i'm gonna have to switch sections from sop 2 to alto 1. Big shit. Why? Because the teacher wants me to be sectional leader! And i have to go for vocal training!! I'm going to suffocate from stress. I have to learn new parts and stuff. But i dun learn music. So how am i going to accomplish that? I really wonder what the teacher sees in me. Why me? I'd rather have an admin position. I'll only throw my own face. Mr Jusof thinks i got pitching problems. And i so totally agree. I'm so not the best person for this job. I heard they are going to decide again on the posts. I hope i won't become Alto 1 sectional leader. They can just choose someone from alto 1 right?
Oh ya, and as you all can see, there's been quite a ruckus with the cbox. haha. but when i see it, i can't help and laugh about it. Its just funny man. haha. but i dun really bother about that girl anymore. Sometimes i can get just a tad annoyed but thats all i'm gonna feel. No more than that. I must control myself and not be angry coz of her.
I went out last sat with lyn to get presents for friends. we went to far east plaza. i always get confused with far east plaza and far east shopping centre. Haha. Far east is the more hip and cool one. Haha. We bought quite alot of things. And we kinda "quarreled" over what to buy. Maybe it is not quarrel. Debating? Haha. It was for Monday where our clique went out to swensens (how to spell?) to eat. We were celebrating rekha, ee ling and sherilyn's birthday. sherilyn didn't make it to her own celebration :( I think she was on holiday? Haha. It was damn funny. I was worried the people will chase us out coz the cake was not swensens cake. Coz in restaurants, you are not suppose to bring outside food right? Or something like that. In the end we still took out the cake. Haha. To get a nice picture of the cake, we arranged the candles so many times untill there was holes all over the cake. Haha. What a nice picture eh? Hehe. Then, we realised that lyn didn't bring a lighter. Haha. So we were contemplating asking the waitress to get us a lighter. so we were like making quite alot of noise, pushing the job to one another. but in the end the waitress came by herself with a lighter when lyn was prepared to ask. haha. So funny right? When it came to pay the bill, i was to pay first coz i brought the most money or something likr that. But the bill came up tp almost $80 and i didn't bring that much. So we pulled out our own cash instead. Then we purposely left a few dollars of tips for the nice waitress but when we came to the cashier, the person was like, "You gave extra." So i was like, "Ya, I know." and i walked out. Haha. So funny. Maybe she thought i was snobby? Aiya. Nevermind. I wasn't really using my brain. Then we went to take neoprints. Very funny. Rekha went to hang on the bar like a monkey and her face was cut off!! Haha.
I think i'm gonna watch x-men 3 tomorrow in the night with my cell group leader. Haha. I bet my friends will say,"So late?" But nevermind. I love walking at night when the breeze is so cool and nice. yea. My mother is going to australia soon, together with my sister. But she's really just a cousin, i'm not related anyway. And she's becoming a brat lately, shouting around the house, complaining about the maid's food and ordering my mother around and giving practically everyone the evil eye. That's why i choose to stay downstairs away from her. But she's totally different around friends. Sometimes i look at her and think, how can someone be like that? I really can't stand her and i don't understand why my mum doesn't mind being "ordered" around. Maybe she doesn't feel like she's being ordered but it looks that way to me. She told me that since we are the ones living with them, we must learn to be humble. But not to that brink of extent right? Sometimes I really feel my rights are snatched away in this home. Haha. Its starting to sound like a drama. But i guess living here also has benefits. I get to use to the computer and live in a nice house. Haha. Well, thats about it. Alright. Till next time.


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